April 12 5:09 AM

Thu, 12 Apr 2007 09:45:13 GMT

I't already 3 AM my time 5 AM my parents time O.o ...

I guess what is bothering me is I'm living in a town and i dont know really anyone. I call people leave messages and well nothing. nocall back nothing. Am I really alone? Well I do have a good friend but she lives three hours away and the rest of my friends are either in ontario or british columbia.

Im starting a new job on Monday. should be interesting. I now will count things for a living. O.o

Every couple months I write a little thing on this blog space thingy and every time i think ill do it more often then forget about it for another three months...

I dont know if its worth the effort. Living i mean. Dont get me wrong. I like firefighting. I like breathing. I like reading. I like life. but what is the point?

like they have a computer counting the beer at the store why do they need me to recheck it ... sounds like a wasted position.

Like know im in a job that sells beer to people.. some maybe minors who dont understand that drinking can be harmful... do you really want to wake up and have a guy girl beside you naked that you never met ...

I'm so totally blabing on. one thing to another. Will I get on that fateful fire truck, get to the fire get the SCBA on and then once im in be calm enough to raise my mask off and breath in that black smoke and die at the drop of a hat? more then likely no i wont. ill probably be having to much fun putting the fire out.

Dont worry ladies and gents i dont plan and killing my self that way but well it is floating around in my head.. its floating in most peoples heads i think.. just some see it more often then others.

im being so emo lol

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April 12 5:09 AM